Should I Should I Not?

Marked my calendar April 29, 2019

SUCKED

My master toilet tank on the second story,

leaked at the bolt while I was away

 from the house and created 

a huge water bubble on my kitchen ceiling.

Crappity  

Later I stuck the hose end into 

my outdoor fountain

 to fill up and walked inside

 to set a timer to remind me to shut it off.

The phone rang and it was the Primary Dr 

calling me, never a good sign, to say

I needed to call My Pulmonary DR

 and make an appt pronto. 

Crappity

Which I did and they said can you come in an hour!!!

A little freak out, a quick shower 

and when I arrive he says, 

he's read the report but cannot see

the scan as they have IT problem.

He'll review and call me the next day.

Crap

They had said come in an hour as they

 had so many cancelations

due to rain but they DID NOT 

say that on phone. 

I could have avoided some of the freak out.

His assistant called very early today to schedule an MRI

as I have a 2 cm nodule in my chest.

Waiting for approval for an MRI end of week.

No sense describing it all now 

until I know how much trouble I'm in.

Crap

Remember the hose in the fountain?

Well, I remembered 20 hours later and only because

I went outside to scream at Mockingbird 

eating my guava blossoms again this year, 

and stepped into water. 

Crap

Next months bill should be fun

Couldn't decide to post-not post 

as it has been a downer for some time on here.

I'm sorry for that.

BUT this is my journal so here it is. 

Cheer up

Here are some puppies

Z

If you tend toward prayers

throw one up for me will ya please?