Howie Versus Squirrel

The squirrel won

Howie and I just returned from CA.

We spent several days visiting

 with the kids and eating wonderful

meals prepared by Ben.

Lot of laughs, a rousing game of Obama Llama;

hilarious fun, and it was 

Stoddards versus non Stoddards.

We crushed em

Howie somehow scratched his eye again.

Infection set in that I saw at 2 am before 

leaving for LA at 3 am.

Run to Hannah's vet as soon as I arrived.

I'd been up for 36 hours and I was babbling.

$$$$$$

again- sigh

Many discussions about my future, 

and where to live, move and 

when and how to afford.

It's dizzying and distressing. 

I am thrilled they want me there, 

but it's almost a

frozen with fear thing.

Wishing dozens of times 

that my dad was alive to 

advise me. 

Thursday I get my c-pap mask,

or at least an attempt to 

be fitted for one.

I am 0 and 2 so far.

Did you win the 1.6 billion dollars?

We didn't